You’ve loved for this

you’ve hated for this

you’ve reconstructed your identity for this

for this you’ve desperately sought and striven

you’ve built up torn down slowed down and driven

you’ve wondered if you’re wandering around

and what you want cannot be found

what you want may be something in a dream

and out of reach for you its grasp may seem

impossible!  you cry!  will it ever be?

shhhh!  Listen to me!

what if its today?  what if this is it?

what if you step up to the plate and smack the winning hit?

what if its in your hands before you go to bed?

and its reality a solidity and not just in your head

this is it this is for you

take hold of it!  its in full view